More fixation on HER Beauty last night. And more lying in bed just\u00a0helpless as all of\u00a0HER sound bites echo in my head and seeing HER image that is burned into my brain. Started more fixation this morning but i\u00a0had to stop almost immediately. It just became too much\u00a0for me to withstand. i think i need […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":98,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"twitterCardType":"","cardImageID":0,"cardImage":"","cardTitle":"","cardDesc":"","cardImageAlt":"","cardPlayer":"","cardPlayerWidth":0,"cardPlayerHeight":0,"cardPlayerStream":"","cardPlayerCodec":"","footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1033","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hairlip"],"yoast_head":"\n